Waving the white flag

I'm going about this thing of life the wrong way. Can't you tell? I'm not sleeping or eating well. Perhaps it is because my mind is not at peace. ((sigh)) Looks like the rebellion is over folks. You can't run from what is true. I just can't be this mean hard ass person. I'm too much of a wuss. At nighttime my conscious is deeply plagued. I need to go on a cleanse and meditate. Maintaining a healthy mind should always be your focal point. It's after 3a.m. Hopefully I can get some sleep.

On a side note...there was a jaw dropping encounter today...after 4years...4 loooooong years