Meh.

I'm overwhelmed. For the first time, I feel like I'm in a begging state. It's been ongoing for several months. Now it is to the point were I need to take a step back and chill. When you want something, or worse; need something, it automatically puts you in a weaker position. Lately I've been making dumb decisions. I assumed I was taking a chance. You know what they say, " closed mouths don't get fed." But begging people for time, opportunities, consideration, etc., is a bit much. It's not an egotistical thing, but everyone should know their own worth and limits.